I am a difficult person with easy dreams.
When I close my eyes, I dream a life full of colors, smells, touches. I wake up in warm arms and hot kisses and suddenly day has meaning again. The pillows are soft and fluffy and I would stay forever there if the smell of fried bacon and fresh orange juice didn't call us from the kitchen. I live in a house watching the sea and the lullaby of the waves mixes perfectly with voices and barks. My music is your hearty laughter.
I wanna travel the world and meet cultures and people. Photograph places that man sees once in his life. I wanna trip in fallen branches inside a jungle and have your hands caught me. Taste every cuisine; dishes sweet, sour, spicy, bitter and smell the fragrances of meals made with love. I'd like to see flowers unique and plain, exotic and local; colors that blind my vision with their beauty. Hold the flower and feel its breaths. And then have some of those seeds folded with the blanket of earth in our garden. Swim in our sea and the seas of the world. The feeling of cool water caressing gently the body is the best feeling of all.
Then, I'd like to have the biggest library in the world. Not unreaded books packed on dusty shelves. Books that mean something to me. Mean everything. Pages connected with our life, our memories, and experiences. Every story a journey to unknown realities.
I dream our house made with our hands. Each spot decorated with our crazy imagination and unmatching colors. Crafts, paintings – I wanna see you create what's deep in your heart. I don't care about luxuries or expensive furniture. I really don't give a damn. I wanna have the chance to destroy every object in the house with you and don't cry the money we spent buying it. I wish we make a home together.
I don't have ambitions to become famous or rich. If I'll be an author, editor, kindergarten teacher, crafts lady, unemployed – I don't know. But what I'll choose, I'll do it with love and effort and I'll be happy.
Finally, I dream of spending every single moment of my life with you. Poison you with burnt food and tickle you till you tear. Our only problems will be who will wash the dishes and take out the garbage. Live the moments to the fullest. I wanna fulfill your dreams and make you smile.
I open my eyes and wish to be as happy as I am now forever. Maybe I am an easy person with difficult dreams...